she has issues.and its getting to me. like wtf. urgh.at home.shoots her mouth off like a loose cannon.

sometimes i just have to wear a mask out.its getting tiring. its like i may not be what i seem.that's a scary thought. wearing a mask out.not letting people know. infront i may just be a happy person.carefree and all.without worries.but deep down?heh.unable to open up.unable to let people see within me. maybe i shouldnt open up at all.

i should stop wallowing in self-pity and denial. celebrated denise's bday. happy birthday girl.i love you.<3>