WHYYYYYYYYYY,urgh.

i thought i had enough of that kind of stuff.urgh...i feel super mean.oh man. its like the same kinda meaness that i felt last year.but last year one was worst.WTH.

and i thought my week was tiring enough.thought that friday would be a breeze,but nooo.god just had more suprises for me.2 more to be specific.c div team.what the hell happened?!!!!i thought that you all were capable enough to do things well without the seniors breathing down your necks.i guess i was wrong.why all the conflicts within the team?why getting complacent? seriously i dont think you are even ready for the tourn.if you all continue to be like this, i have no idea what's the outcome of it.i mean there's always have to be a leader and the follower.give and take.you can't take all the time. best part is, i have no idea what was going on until today.good right.what kind of cap i am. hui was saying that their attitude reflects on us.partly true.cant deny it.

push all of it back.trained the c div for awhile then passed over to si n weiqin.went to airport with hui.had a good chat with her in the cab.met her mom n bro.her bro's so cute,but naughty as well.scratched me.oh well.headed to tm to get her new clothes.couldnt find any.tm is limited.

tml's there's legion in the morning.200th meeting planning after that.cath class.i thought that by sec four we wouldnt be so involved in the skl.apparently not.u know i realised i thought about alot of stuff that turned out to be the opp of what i thought.life isnt perfect as it seemed.being positive all the time is draining my courage. i feel really weak after a lost match.still trying to coax myself saying nvm its alrite,there's always another time.but this is my last year,what other time would i have to bring glory to the skl?

i hope. for the best.