Monday, February 28, 2005

urh....hui.i have no idea what u are talking about.haha. =p

I PASSED MY FREAKING AMATHS TEST.whoot! and i didnt have a calculator.forgot to bring that day. could have gotten full marks. oh damn.why? cos of careless mistakes.urgh cheryl.

went to cut trim my hair. lalala. took forever just to do it. i love farihin for following me. yay! hmm.saw the reactions of some of my seniors. just afew woke me up already.damn.in 365 days it will be us recieving it. talking about days here.not years.blahh. and the top girl got like what..8 a1s. omg.

11-2=9 into vjc. OR

12-2=10 into tpjc/acjc

dunno laR. lets see during mye.

went for dental.can take the braces out in june i think.yay..heh.walked all the way back from eunos to my hse in kem. cool eh. the last part i ran all the way. train train.heh.

//yeah cheng.take a step at a time.for this take a test at a time.blahhh.bio bio.every teacher is stressing us out. not only mrs yong.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

i hate the weather.i seriously do. been sniffing my head off all morning. urghh. i guess mood-swings are back. heh. sorry to you.

Friday, February 25, 2005

im a player, and life is just my game.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

oh fk.stupid blogger. i lost my entire entry. oh well.

"i cant draw for nuts" "draw five nuts then."

heh.funny aint it.sherilyn shared it.

i caught the flu bug from skl.head's kinda pounding abit.so cant meet up with pat n charles n samuel? and joce.heh.sorry guys.i wanted to play tennis thou.

oh well.skl was alright. just that our class clock is faulty.so i cant countdown to recess of 1.45pm.urgh. i was blanking out at emaths.haha.she's slowwww.finished the qns and she hasnt even started.oh well.eng was fun thou.talked about rituals. you know in india.if a young woman like marries an old guy and the fellow dies.she has to die with him? like.his body will put laid on a raft and set alight.and she has to wear her bridal gown and be burn alive with him. how sadistic. oh and one more. in parkistan or afganistan.not sure.anyway if a married woman looks in another guy's direction or talk to him, her husband can choose to disfigue her. usually the face. i was like WTF.and the way ms pilo describe the women's face( she watched a documantary on them) like too explicit....ewww.melting eyes n melted ears. gaping hole at the side of her neck,infested with pus and blood oh gross.hope none of u puke. guys are IDIOTS. no wonder there are an increasing number of feminist around the world. =p

chi test...im happy if i pass. im usually easy to please.heh.borderline is alright with me.afterall its chinese.lol. went with aggie n felicia to cut hair.didnt in the end.heh.

why is life so complicated?
stop analyzing life.just live it.analysis is what makes it complicated.

:p true true. -nods

//u toooooooot. lets make an exchange.u tell me i tell u.haha.that's fair. oh and if u get into combineskls....i'll treat u to a drink.that's ur motivation. lol =P

Monday, February 21, 2005

urgh.juniors.urgh. *bish. busybodies.

i feel stalked.calls everyday.its IRRITATING. oh well.today was like one of the mondays that i managed to get though without tourns.for the past 3 weeks, had been goin off at recess time. tmr's combined schools.im not going.na-uh. the singles people are. amaths test tmr. hehh.amaths. differentiation.i dont know why but i just dont get it.unlike some others that claim that its easy.hur. dy over dx. blah blah blah.

i need assurances. im still a typical girl. oh to the hell with it.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

solipsism (noun) technical-the theory that the only thing you can be certain about is your own existence and your own thoughts and ideas.

i think its a cool word.my bro showed it to me.it just summarises EVERYTHING. about life and all. like you can only know for sure who you are and what you think. urmm..like u can never be sure about someone else existence nor their thoughts.tell me u can read other people's mind and i'll shut up.reading mind as in knowing what they are thinking EXACTLY.yupp.the whole theory is kinda selfish.like knowing only about you.yourself and noone else.but but thats really the only thing that u can like be certain.

enough of crap. geoquiz...haha. i spent like 2 hours studying for volcanos that nv even came out.wth! oh.and we took a london cab to NUS.is that cool or what. was trying to memorise the members of the new cabinet.and it didnt even come out.urgh. we had 5 min to browse throu before starting the paper. 30 qns 30 min. how nerve-wreaking.scan through..i was like fk shit.oh shit shit shit. had chris's file open infront of me.with all the topics..i skipped rivers thinking that it wasnt important. MAJORITY OF THE QNS WERE ABOUT RIVERS. i can just bang my head against the wall.sigh..its over.hope we could get to the second round.haha.we were split up as a skl in the sitting arangements.they thought that we would cheat.wth.got the second row.

went to CA for lunch.delicious.yum.clams.rushed back.changed and went for cath class.unlike some people who went to lan shop instead.so i didnt get my amaths notes. tried to sell the tix.hurmph.only mary bought.haha.go mary. phweet. wrote our letter to the archbishop.haha.self praise.i can do that. =p

kinda long entry.gtg now.

Friday, February 18, 2005

your failure is my disgrace.

-mrs lim

how funny.oh well.gonna try to sell the carnival tix.its retarded making that sat a compulsory skl day.urgh the misery...i managed to get 2 people to buy.haha.ben if i cant sell the rest u buy can? lol.

tmr's the geoquiz.kinda feeling nervous.cramming everything into my brain right now.weather and climate.volcanos.cold current.hot current.ministers of the cabinet.mrt track lines. THATS ALOT.for me.heh. its mostly the extended syl of lower sec.i kinda forgot almost everything.so had to revise all over.=X borrowed chris's geo notes.haha.GEP notes.cool.neat freak k.handwriting so small.


praise and worship session got scraped out.phew.no work for me.yay.yes nic we are a boring bunch of legionaries.trust them to scrap it. went for team lunch today.its was fun.at tm's pizzahut.haha.cool shit. pranked val yu.and we were making a lot of noises. haha.thats sac tennis for you.=P

tmr's a busy day.

my bill's going up.definately. oops.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

u know..sometimes u get too much stuff on ur load u have to assign people to help you.they agree readily.but everything's in a mess.you get the blame.i hate these kinds of situation.oh well.

stupid carnival tix. i havent sold any.heh.and it has to be returned by tmr.shucks. THE WHOLE FREAKIN SCHOOL SYSTEM IS SCREWED la. guess why.who runs the skl? who's overall incharge of us? thats the ans to why its so fked up.

skl's so tiring now. seriously.plus the extra geoquiz work. i get myself in deep shit sometimes. agreeing to do stuff without thinking twice.now that im in, i cant back out.just have to give it my best. my hmk's affected. my relaxing time is affected.not that i have any. yeah. everything's somehow affected now.urgh.sec four. pilo talked about graduating with style and all.haha.white dresses.grad NIGHT.unlike kc's grad TEA.individual dressing sense.wth. haha.

i should sleep early. a person need an average of 9 hours of sleep. then maybe skl wont be that tiring... who am i kiddin.blahh.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

AZA WEE SILE. going rollarblading at night.oh wow. i swear u are an idiot.lol. out rollarblading and being UNCONTACTABLE. thanks ar.i want to finish the proposal before 11pm if possible. datelines.blah.my enemy. -bang.

on sat its the geoquiz.oh man..im so not ready.all physical geo.oh my.i really hope i manage to scrap through the first part.after that its all group work.haha.not so pressurising. oh well that's on sat.what else...oh cath class.urgh.oh wait.i'll get my amaths notes. at last.hmm.there's test tmr.and tutorial and tution.heh.packed to the brim.

after tourn.its all like getting use to the skl timetable again.been going off after recess.missed ALOT of lessons. and i emphasize the ALOTT. im so lagging behind.be it languages,maths,sciences. i can just go bang my head against the wall. =( i try to do my hmk.but u know what...i dont understand anything. i cant afford this anymore.seeing all my classmates work so hard. im like slacking damn badly.

i need a motivation.an aim. 10.

went to make my ez-link card.ohh i look like crap. and its gonna stay with me till the end of sec 4.blahh.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

im gonna fail chi orals. man...blah chi.

tmr's vday.i want my pressies before i go and trash cedar's butts k.haha. nahh.cedar is good. around same standard.just dont like their coach.gah. we'll just go oh hi happy vday.u wanna be my valentine? then start playing.haha.

agnes stood me up.u good la.luckily i didnt leave for church so early. went for 1215 mass instead. i am in no mood to do my hmk. cny break is too long.reallyyy.didnt collect alot anyway.my mom took almost everything.irritating.cant get my earphones.must savee.

yesterday was nice.today was nice.i want tmr to be nice to.that is to beat cedar. =P if i do..i'll call u up and scream into ur ear. haha.off ur phones people.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

everyday's a special day
today tomorrow and yesterdayyy
everyday's a special day to meee.

hmm.watched kids central today morning.heh.urmm.hi5 if im not wrong.haha.the song is cute. its chinese new year! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL. dont wanna use up my msgs.used alot already.hurmph. now at jemmo's hse.talked to him about tertiary studies and all.now im not sure if i want to go to jc or poly.poly seems better now.maybe its his bias view that influenced me.im easily influenced.hmm.oh well. my dad's coming back today.yay.that's good.

gtg.angbao collection now.ciao.

Monday, February 07, 2005

came back from the hospital not long ago.hmm.he's doning fine i guess.had a match with mgs before that.got literally trashed.oh well.cant expect much from mgs.that was the only match that i felt nervous about.sigh. played a 3-9.and it was the highest score for our team.haha.my wrist hurts.owww. there goes our chance of the semis.mannnnn.

today was distracting.i dunno.was in chemistry...stared into space.got caught la.duh.right infront of the teacher pls.den she asked me if i finished my assigned work.said i didnt know what to do.crap my way throu.heh.she believed.what can i say eh.-smirks- why am i distracted?

walked around tm with hui.bought our HOT PINK bands.haha.its fake and we know it.=) CNY is like so soon.not in the mood.im like not in the mood for lots of stuff,cept to talk to certain people.oh well.my life is screwed.what can i say. u know.................waiting sucks.big time.


is it hongbao or angbao?

Saturday, February 05, 2005

facts of life.

1. the world is round
heh.too much geo studying for me.was reading the atlas.memory cells are dead.oh man.why did i agreed to join the geoquiz.-knocks head-

2.life is screwed.
tell me u disagree.i wanna know.

3. people get pms easily now.not only girls.
hur.asses.-box-

3. o levels are coming.
that's what the teachers are saying.for me?start mugging now.in feb.yeah.

4.they want us to relax.
EH. by giving is 21 vocab exercises? i think it contridicts.

5.relaxation= beach
been there afew times.

6.vday is coming.
haha.its a fact WAD. and i have a match.against cedar.oh shucks. my opponent is my valentine.

where are you?



gah.that was my ranting.a few weeks ago i was having fun.now heh. went for legion n cath class.both equally boring.oh gosh. myaphrodisac.yum.lol.chocos.what were u thinking?!

would things progress?push me up.

Friday, February 04, 2005

WHYYYYYYYYYY,urgh.

i thought i had enough of that kind of stuff.urgh...i feel super mean.oh man. its like the same kinda meaness that i felt last year.but last year one was worst.WTH.

and i thought my week was tiring enough.thought that friday would be a breeze,but nooo.god just had more suprises for me.2 more to be specific.c div team.what the hell happened?!!!!i thought that you all were capable enough to do things well without the seniors breathing down your necks.i guess i was wrong.why all the conflicts within the team?why getting complacent? seriously i dont think you are even ready for the tourn.if you all continue to be like this, i have no idea what's the outcome of it.i mean there's always have to be a leader and the follower.give and take.you can't take all the time. best part is, i have no idea what was going on until today.good right.what kind of cap i am. hui was saying that their attitude reflects on us.partly true.cant deny it.

push all of it back.trained the c div for awhile then passed over to si n weiqin.went to airport with hui.had a good chat with her in the cab.met her mom n bro.her bro's so cute,but naughty as well.scratched me.oh well.headed to tm to get her new clothes.couldnt find any.tm is limited.

tml's there's legion in the morning.200th meeting planning after that.cath class.i thought that by sec four we wouldnt be so involved in the skl.apparently not.u know i realised i thought about alot of stuff that turned out to be the opp of what i thought.life isnt perfect as it seemed.being positive all the time is draining my courage. i feel really weak after a lost match.still trying to coax myself saying nvm its alrite,there's always another time.but this is my last year,what other time would i have to bring glory to the skl?

i hope. for the best.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

was feelin much better after a talk with a person.wait i should say msg.haha.vendingmachine.oh wth.

tourn updates.
won 2 lost 2.urgh.
stc-won 9-8
tp-lost 5-9
kc-won 9-5
scgs-lost 6-9

haha.alternates.hui didnt expect us to win our doubles match with kc.yeah.looking at the scores..i think i did much better that last year pls.played against liane's sis and her fren.claire and yanyi if im not wrong.good match.if only my wrist and pat's arm wasnt hurting.could play much longer.but it was a good game.althou the umpire was kinda urgh.im so proud of jan.oh my.haha.i love u jan.lol.=)

trainin's cancelled tmr.im free.haha.yay... oh man.im so tired. 3 day tourn in a row.wahh. and i played all three.oh my.super tired.physically n mentally. gtg do my hmk now.

pilo is so freaking BIAS.omg.darn it.

ohoh.im a good kisser..haha.becks and me managed to tie a knot with the cherry stem in our mouth.haha.did it at hui's dinner party.MUACKS. lol.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

sigh.people said nevermind you done your best.but what is MY best?i dont think anything i do will be the best that i can achive.im getting negative.maybe i was too postitive.thinking that there is a chance that we could go into the semis.that i could lead them there.now being back down on the ground...i dunno. i hate this.

was feeling damn fusterated after the match.sprinted 400m.oh man.that really refreshed me.didnt sprint for so long.sprinted 400m in one short.the last time i did that was when i got gold.that long.oh well.felt much better after that.went to bugis after that to celebrate hui's birthday.at swensons.the food was good.money wise...im broke.oh shucks.literally broke.urgh and i did alot of retard actions and words. i think losing got into my brain.haha.at least the atmosphere was relax and celebrating.=) hope u had a great birthday hui.ice-cream cake. money went byebye.haha.


took neoprints too.i suddenly have this facination with bloated faces.haha. o_O -shows it-
got suan too.im prone to suaning.urgh.u arent the only one hui.blaH.


im so not gonna turn la.idiots.and i dont look like one!urgh.stupid people with retard eyesights.wahhh.


wait v day is coming.maybe i should turn.


am i scarin you?muahahaha.