i guess.every sec 4 is rejoicing now.till the results comes out.lol.WOOTS. now i can look forward to taman. yes.taman. gonna have a blast.i know i will.=) till then...haha.

4 hours of amaths tmr.sigh.never get enough of studies do we.nvm. i just saw a dare pic.omg.i look weird.hah.oh well.

//ben. im smart. huR

stuff usually happens when you least expect it to.yeah.thanks god.for the fucking appropriate timing. rah.but then again.its not his fault.its not anybody's.its mine.its my life anyway. somewhere in my mind something says nothing seems important now.THEN AGAIN,somewhere else in my oh-so-cramped mind says chi o's chi o's. thats where i get confused.listening to my mind too much may be more of a hindrance.

//serious.oh my.you better tc alrite.heh.

//haha.yeah.thanks.party can wait.now its o's.

//TN buddy.haha.much much better thanks.we are gonna have SO much fun in tn.den we'll overcome the lessons we missed together.hah.

//check your inbox ya.

been missing out on school these two days.should have known better and went to the doc early.now its dragging and i dont think im really prepared for chinese.feeling much better now thou.nose has cleared.yeah.still kinda drowsy from the medicine. being sick isnt nice.especially less than a week before the all-important paper of my sec life. rahhh.

notice how people goes "euuuuu" and "mii" and "lubb"?
i gotta stop adding extra alphabets in my words.sighhh.lol

i cant stand not taking a jab at them. =)

parent teacher day tmr.i hope my dad doesnt collapse.

oh.and my sis watches happytreefriends. if you dont know what it is..its DIGUSTING.its gruesome and all.irony is...its cartoon. yay to the ever-changing world of ironies.

-coughs

having sorethroat.gahh.and im not doing anything to help it.=pp school's tmr.with the taman negara talk.haha.cant wait.

throat's damn irritating.

8 days to chi os.

9 days to taman.

results back.rah.bad.real bad.sigh.chi o's coming.not prepared.i guess...distraction plays a part.tv,com,etc.yeah.gotta burn oil again.i hate that.my throat's itchy.haha.coughing is irriataing.oh well.better than fever i guess.tmr there's this church thing.dont wanna go.waste time.im sorry.i rather study chi.and go for the normal mass.

sometimes people take things for granted.
sometimes they ponder too much on the wrong stuff.
sometimes they do wonderful things that make u smile.
sometimes they just break the smile.
sometimes they want to say something but nothing comes out.
sometimes they say too much.
sometimes they do a cautious act.
sometimes they do a rash act.
this is life.isnt it.

8 days to chi o's.
9 days to taman.
15 days to...

i dont like these numbers.cept for the taman one.haha.=P

hmm. MIA for awhile.suppose to be till 30th may.thats chi o's.rah. preparing for it.hmm.pressure's building up.had this pep talk by both our principals.blah blah.mye results shocking.blah blah.haha.you know.the usual. getting papers back tmr.i wanna see my emaths results.i think thats' the only results im looking forward to.=P pizza hut eh beybey.lol.

3 weeks.i can wait.yup.i will. =)

hmm.got back my old com.now every page i go has an error.great.oh well. gotta start chi o's revision soon...like say.tues.haha.mon's a rest day for me.shopping if my mum allows.

luckiest.=)

i talked to god. =) call me weird or whatever.i just know i have him to rely on. felt bloody emo the whole 2 weeks. finally like FINALLY.myes over. gonna fkin fail today's papers.but but but.its my fault.so ya.prepared for the red marks.not sure if my parents will be thou. EMO-ness be gone. im not gonna wallow in sorrow and grief and self-pity. self-pity.pffft.im gonna erase it from my dictionary.

lovely time spent today.

life is amusing you know. like how it take stuff away from you when u want it.and when you are like contented with what you have, it gives it back to you.in a way like taunting you. and how it makes you think that you can change what u have.to get what you want.u cant.but it make u think that you can.afterall u cant bring what u have to heaven.the ultimate destination.can you.

this is just aimless thoughts.it doesnt make sense.if it does to you.then goody for you.yay.

im contented.and taunted.

Application for DSA to VJC

Application Criteria

Singaporean and foreign students who fulfill the minimum criteria for JC admission or equivalent, and have attained outstanding achievements in one or more of the following arenas:
-Academic excellence, including subject top performers and medallists/prize winners in international/regional/national Mathematics, Science and Informatics Olympiads or related competitions/research projects
-Performing arts talent (with instructor's recommendation)
-Sporting achievements, including representatives of international/regional/national (top 4 teams) or combined schools competitions (with teacher's/coach's recommendation)

wth.i should just base on my results to go there. top 4 teams.sac right...combine..not even. why did i even take tennis in the first place. performing arts seem better.all u need is to be good at it and have a teacher's recommendation.urgh. captain.as if that role can help me.

sciences was alright today.at least the midnight buring did some help.

sorry for the emo post.

ffinally.FINALLY. its the weekends.oh the agonizing wait.hahaha.

paper was short today.1 1/2 hour.woots.ended at like 9.30am. yup. went to tm bk for branch.came back and pia amaths.there's like so much stuff to revise.hur.bye bye A1.biology is slowing draining my brain cells away too.with all those memorising. o levels.now i know the feeling.its aint nice.

halfway.halfway.finish the race.

splitting headache.grrr.

lets run the race together.

ten.10.ten.10.ten.10.ten.10.ten.10.ten.10.ten...


wake me up.i was dreaming. havent talked like this for months.lalalalala.relieves whats inside me.thanks girl.

im getting stressed over fucking chinese. cheryl dont usually get stress over chinese. grrrr. die chinese DIE. oh my. this is what chinese do to my brain cells.gotta cramp all the sec 3 words in a day. procrastinate sommore.clever me.