i read denise's blog.and i miss mr quah.darn it.

its been a month.ah crap.

hmm.today...went for all lessons cept maths.oh i forgot to announce. i got my nano!yeah.day was boring.as usual.went to tm for lunch.now i dislike tm too.it just seems sooooo predictable.urgh.bought denise's present.celebration's on thurs.u're gonna be 17!!!=)

my aunt asked if i wanted to go for st.nicks funfair.hah.like i would want to.my nose's giving me problems.its just so irritating. like something u want to get rid of but u cant.cos its attached to u.literally.

ciao.

will you really be much stronger?wont it make you more cautious towards any other relationship you might be getting into next time?is that what makes human beings stronger emotionally?like going through a breakup and all those shit of losing something valuable? im asking cause i have no idea what the answer is.

oh well.skipped school today.got a mc thou..day was erm.alright.saw the airbus 380.woah was it huge!like super.maybe cos it was flying up close la.heh.oh yar.the freaking taxi surcharge was a whooping TEN BUCKS from that place.what a rip off.

i'll end off with another qns.
is 'not thinking' the only way of healing? many seems to think so thou.but isnt it like running away from the prob? heh.i'm in a curious mood now.

and i still dislike vj immensely.

was i dillusional to think of a patch?sigh.i keep holding onto it.raH.i hate vj now.dont ask why.


erm.this entry is in-the-mood kinda entry.so yeah.im in the mood to hate vj.

sigh.life's gotta move.so move with it.darn.unexpected stuff may either be good or bad.u wont know till much much later.and that stinks.e time.

anyway.today..skipped e whole day of lessons cept for bio tutorial.e last class.for who???giammy.haha.so we went to tm to get my contact lens solution.walked aimlessly.for goodness sake.it was tampines mall.what can u expect us to do there.and u may ask.so why in e world were we there? proximity.=D

changed my blogskin.cool eh.GREEN.i like green.and black.and brown.and white.and blue.and sometimes pink and purple.but mainly green.and black.and brown.and white.and blue.LOL.im so indecisive.righT.its just that i like all colours.-nods

its only a week and half left in tpjc.LOL>yay!!oh man.i seriously want to get into sajc.thou its far and all.i mean.its a freaking new campus! yeah yeah.u shouldnt choose base on that.blah blah.but everyone else is doing the same.bloody toots.lowers my chances of getting in.raH

sometimes i believe in fate.sometimes i dont.but i always know God has a plan for me.is that called believing in fate? what's fate exactly? try answering that.

entry's quite random.enjoy.

Once,there was this girl,who met this wonderful and charming guy at a camp.At that time she didnt feeling for him.neither did he for her.But friends they were.soon, they were talking to each other online and stuff.random messages here and there.feelings werent really there.just fun having each other as friends that they could talk to.freely.He asked her out for a valentine's date.How sweet of him.he was interested in her then.but she wasnt really.thought they were just friends hanging out.but she felt she could really connect with him.so things went really well.and subsequently he asked her out several times.many times in fact.the girl found herself liking him too.thou they werent together yet,they had this weekly meet-up.a day which brightened both parties.then,one day he told her he love her.in a way she didnt expect.she found herself askin questions like,should i go for it?what if it didnt work out.what if he's faking it.what if its all just a rebound.the WHAT IFs.Then,she decided to be with him.it was a choice she'll never regret.time spent with him was the MOST memorable times in her life.her 16 years of life.all ten months.although yes,there were fights,they would always make up and forgive.still loving each other.it was so ideal.she loved him.he loved her.like those kind of sappy korean love serials.Then came e new year.they were sceptical about what was going to happen.the new sch they'll be in.the new friends they'll make.all that.finally,something happened that changed the realtionship that they had with each other.was it a mutual breakup?maybe it was.they didnt really know.it wasnt defined.and so now.she still loves him loads.truckloads.but he's unsure.please lord,bless him with e certainty to know what he wants.the courage to face the future.the knowledge that there's a girl somewhere in e world who still loves him alot.amen.

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story.nice eh.crap la.im listening to jay chou-an jing.yeah chinese song.my sis added it in.kinda sappy too.just nice for a sappy story.raH.

hello faceless world.i have revived this blog.AND im also using a shared blog with ji. its with e links. arbileo. ciao

why must it happen? WHY...why.why why why why.people tell me to be strong.u try being strong,it hurts.ALOT.